Ehsaas

Dil ki jo baat hain zabaan pe nahi aati,
zabaan pe jo aajaye woh dil ki nahi reh jaati.
Karta hoon tumse pyaar yeh keha nahi paata hoon
jaane kis baat se ghabrata hoon....
Kardogi tum inkaar tho seha nahi paaunga,
ay jaaneman tumhare bina reha nahi paaunga.
Tum chali jaaogi tho tumhari yaadein yaad aayengi
un yaadon mein aankhon se aansoon aa jaayenge lekin tum nahi aaogi
Naa apnaaogi mere pyaar ko tho kaise bhi jee loonga,
lekin tumse juda hokar tho mar bhi nahi sakoonga
Haan karta hoon tumse pyaar
Tumhise Pyaar, Aur Sirf tumhise pyaar !!!!!!

Kya Galti thi !!!!!!!

Hey Aaj mein tumhe ek kahani sunata hoon …
Ek ladki ki ….woh ladki bahut hi family oriented girl thi, hameshaa usne apne parivaar ke liye socha unki khushiyon ke baare mein socha … Hamesha.. Tab tak woh ladki har kisi ke liye sarv gunn sampan type ki ek ladki thi, usne bahut kucch kiya life mein, ghar ke liye n apne educational life ke liye.. life mein bhi bahut serious thi, apni personal life ke baare mein naa sochke, bus apne degree education pe concentrate karke, unn sab logon ko khushi di, jinko who apna parivaar maanti …. Iss dauraan woh ek normal teenage gal ki tarah to rahi hi nahi, bus aage ka sochti rahi, aage aane wali khushiyon ke liye usne apne kai saal waste kar diye,
According to her usko sab cheez late se milti thi, fair enough, bahut log hain aise … Woh apno ko chodkar ek nai jagah par aai … usse darr lagta tha uss darr ko chodke yahaan akeli rehati thi …
Uss mein ek baat thi woh jeena jaanti thi… jo usse theek lagta tha …wohi woh karti thi ….
Har pal mein khusiyaan doondthi bhi thi … But as said woh abhi bhi aane wale pal ke khushi ka intezaar kar rahi thi.
Uss mein ek burri ya acchi baat yeh thi ki who sirf apno ke baare mein sochti rahi aur apne baare mein sochna bhool gayi Woh yeh bhool gayi ki uski ek zindagi hain … ki uska parivaar hai lekin sirf 6 logon ka, na ki balki 60 logon ka …. But then the prob came when she finished her training she already was 26 27 then …and as usual at her place family were lookin for a guy ( Prince charming) but they were unable to coz she deserve a good one no aira ghaira nathu khaira … So they kept on rejecting
She just wanted a guy to be more educated than her … fair enough again
Then she met this guy very talented with quite a dynamic personality … who was very much respected in his office and she was also in same company same floor with him … They got to know each other had that respect tuning understanding … which made them feel, ya we can think about this relation to be a long term one … Mind you it was not love and all it was was just understanding between 2 people who were mature enough to know what they were doing then …
Back to this gal ... we all know by reading the first part of the story that how this gal is … PARIVAR parivar parivar and all...
So like a sweet daughter to the family she went to her parents and told them everything about him and the approach he had … Which then went haywire…
People misunderstood her and all her favourite relatives went against her…
No issues …
But she knew she would not go against her family … fair enough again …
She made it clear that if she would get married to him only by the wish of her family … …
But in this process family were in dual mind, they just couldn't stop searchin for one better guy than him …… they kept their search on and even didn't reply to this guy thinking ki try tho kar hi lete hain … mil gaya tho subaanallah warna yeh ladka jiske baare mein beti ne kaha hain who tho intezaar kar hi lega … They took him for granted … ..
Unhe laga ki yaar yeh humari beti ko force kar raha hain etc etc …
paraye desh mein hain humari beti Parivaar ka pyaar jag utha … Bahut doondhe risthe in logon ne lekin no luck aur ek galat baat yeh karte rahe ki astrology jisse unke superstitious mind aur strong hota raha …
Woh ladki bheech mein pissti rahi … Usse pata nahi chal raha tha ki usski zindagi mein kya hone wala hain …
( I still have one doubt woh apni khusiyan jo postpone kar rahi thi , woh usse ab tak nahi mili tho kyun nahi ji apni zindagi kab milegi woh khushi )
Back to this gal …
She had almost gone into depression … she lost her peace of mind she couldn't think anything about her present which she never thought … she never could think about her future which was very unclear …her relatives kept on saying to her stuff that they had no right to say…
This was the best thing that happened as she gotta know true value of her relatives …….
Now she has just 6 people in her mind ... the 5 people at home and one who has left almost everything for this gal (that’s the Guy) … She was shattered in all ways she had no direction but still she couldn't change her attitude right ... so she still continued to be the best in her professional life … her ongoings were still very strong (no doubt abt the same) …
she had a smile but behind that there were sorrow of her future and ignorance of her present and the past she still didn realize that, ki how important it was to concentrate abt the moment and the life after that moment ... teenage went in doing things and being best daughter for her family and she was still postponing her happiness
(I would like to add here ki she didn't know then ki khushiyon ko talaash nahi kiya jaata, unne batora jaate hain )
Anyways she still is waiting for something to happen which doesn happen jus like that you need try, trying is the word …
Hey Now you must be wondering what then would have had happened to that gal??? did she marry him??? did her parents agree?? did she get that happiness in her life??? Sorry to say but no is the answer,
She was deserted, her life was playing games with her she was forced to do what she never thot abt in life … but you know what she had to do it … Superstitious mind made them play with her life, never even thinking wat would this soul be going thru … you must be thinking what happened in such a way that would ruin her soul she was forced to marry and break that marriage with idol ..
Yes my friend ... Hindu culture and beliefs makes us do certain things which our genX would never even think of. But she was the best daughter anyone can get and she kept on proving this all her life but did not get anything in return …
You must be wondering what that hero would be doing all this time… he still was waiting and he had nothing else to do … he still was waiting …
Time passed by and so did her life ….
And in between she came across a guy, who was a dude, smart, handsome and what not yaar … They had a formal relation in beginning days which became stronger and stronger as days passed by …
He wanted to show her the life which she wanted to see, he just wanted her smile and her happiness which she was postponing since a long time … …
he would do every that thing that she would just think off … she just needed to think and that would be done by this guy, not to mention he was just too sweet and awesome … Blink of an eye and he would be in front of her …
You all must be thinking if he was all this good and great … why don't these 2 get together …
I will tell yo”U”
“Har kisiko mukammil jahaan nahi milta, kisiko zameen kisiko aasmaan nahi milta”
And they actually didn't want to .. some relations are best left unsaid and unspoken … Good and beautiful was their relation …
They had different direction and they both wanted ki the other one stays happy … And that guy has his own battle to be won …. He believes in the moment, lives for each and every moment loves himself to the core and also loves to Love …
No talks about this guy in the story, you can think him to be one angel who came for her for a short time and will be out sooner, with sooner I mean till end of his life …
Okies now what, ya she is happy with this little angel guy but till when, she has less time and the most crucial decision will be coming out from her in this time …
She has to decide what she needs to chose Did I say the guy with whom marriage talks were going on is one great person and they for sure can lead a great life ahead … She has to decide and now you there tell me what should this gal do???
Choose her parents happiness … even they like this guy but caste is the prob …
She would be getting the best in laws seriously everyone knows this …
They really do like this gal, everything is real fine …
Problem is gal’s parents love the gal a lot and they just want to get her the best which they are not getting….. But still they love her they say go ahead with the decision they say we are with you, but just by saying things don work … Kadam badhaane padte hain …
Jo unse nahi badh rahe … She has to handle every single thing here … parents, him and his parents and herself …
And I am sure she will …
Yo”u” must be wondering as to why the title title is “Kya Galti Thi “ … Hope you still remember that lil angel .. ???!!!!
Yes she once asked him what was her fault that she is going thru all this … for which she even said that he is not true friend, to not give sincere reply …
But I ask what reply could he have had given when he knows there was really nothing wrong from her side …
Her only mistake was thinking about the future happiness which never came …. Today she is very famous in her professional life, she has name, money, everything … But what next ????
Yes the decision, the decision of the lifetime is still pending there …
You Must be wondering as to why is there no ending in the Story,
Movies and Novels have Endings, Not Life ... This story is about a life and Story ends when life Ends ...
Note from the Author :
Hey there whosoever reading this … I do not know what you are thinking of the characters of this Story …
But they are the people You see in your day to day life. You just need to feel the moment and think abt the moment …
And decisions, “yes” You really need to fly high to make them true …
This was a Story which may make you feel that you have seen something similar in your day to day life …
Time Talks Don’t Let It Go !!!!