The Lost Image !!!!

In the sands of time, I have lost Myself..

My prolonged agony doesn't come to an end,

Like a book of mystery kepy in shelf

By chance or is it ongoing trend ?

Like ash my soul was dusted into pieces,

As a piece of cloth with so many creases...

I dig my image in treaures of life,

To find no traces in it alive....

Voices of cries that reach no ears,

Pain & hurt that bring no Tears !!!!!

"The Society UNSEEN"

Hey, think I need to get back to my writing spree … took a real long break by now
What’s the topic of this write up????? What should be the topic I am writing about …

Whoa whoa whoa, I don have a subject, a topic... But yet I have just started off typing these keys on the board
Expecting to either get the best or worst or nothing out of me …

Let’s start

It was one dark night when I was on my way back from station road in Pune to Kothrud the place where I stay…

It was 2330 hours … We do get transportation at that time here in Pune … but I preferred walking,

I don know what strikes me to walk, but I love it … the distance was mere 10KM...

… There’s this shortcut which goes thru a commercial place in Pune, Laxmi road very crowded all day for right things and all night for wrong things …

Hey people no no no … this is still going in the right direction … Just go on reading... Now I know, what can be the title of his story …

“The Society UNSEEN”

Throughout my write up, I am going to make sure, whoever there reading this gets into what the title exactly means…

The walk started from the bus stop of Pune station and I really don know, where all did I walk by in the coming hours,

But trust me this was an experience one would personally never want to be in … but when one see something like this, would feel from deep within …

What, at the end of all I am giving to my life??…

Okay in the first mile walk, I was passing by the areas, where you see homes as big or small as your Balcony for sure … or to the max the fresh room in our luxurious office…

These are the people below middle class or as said the people of third group of income,

They have dreams in there eyes (not that they were sleepy), but could see a feel of want, kehte hain naa bus thoda aur( as they say a lil bit more from life) …

There were children’s playing, females doing there dishes and men having chat after long day labor work, having a puff with their neighbors …

There were exchange of sights between me and them and all I could was, give a slenderest smile,

Moving on I came through the very famous and busy street of Pune, Bhudwarpeth in Laxmi road (Those in Pune would surely know this place)…

I would not have had been surprised if I would have seen this rush during day,

Because, it’s quite obvious with the kind of shopping there during day times, its very famous for shopping ….but 11.30 … Too late to shop …

I then realized, I was in the wrong place at a very wrong time and surrounded by lot many wrong people …

Hey hang on … did I just say wrong people?? … Oooopps I am sorry!!!!! Nope they are no wrong people … they are right people … but situation have brought them there
into a wrong place…

Now since I was there and it was always a wish of mine to talk to those people (the sex workers/ pros /the other gender whatever names they the society have given them) to know about them in their personal level...

Strike one … a badly dress lady, quite an aged one, asked me whether I was interested… I was dam embarrassed then …

I said “Nahi nahi main nahi, Main bus apne ghar jaa raha hoon”(No Not Me, I am just returning back home)

Walked a bit ahead there was this lady, walking towards me and the lady one who first approached me …

She yelled out “DIDI kya hua, chokra nahi aaya kya”(Sister what happened, guy not interested)

I had a thought … anyways its 2345 hours, they were out business and there were not many left walking through...

So I started off with a very short planned conversation, which went on for 25 minutes... Positive, yup it was 25 minutes …

Started off with, “pause… big pause”

Believe me they care a dam as to, who u are? So there was no introduction … after some taunts and looks of theirs to me …

I broke my silence of 2 and half minutes…

And spoke out with sense of confusing words, which I still didn’t understand, but jus spoke then …

I said rather asked “Aap kab se”

This was asked to the first lady who called me upon then …

She laughed with a paan in her mouth and said “Kyun jaanna chahta hain re tu, likhega kya”( y do u wanna know??? will you write???)

I was like “Nahi kya pataa kabhi likh bhi doon”(no, but you never know, I may write sometime)…

They were getting accustomed to me enquiring about there life … and they had no probs … Kewl for me …

This moment, there were 5 of them and a single me …

2 were real young and others had for sure crossed there 30s (thirties)

I just asked then the same thing “Aap logon ke saath aisa kya hua, ki aapko yahaan par aana padaa”(What happened with you that you had to come to this?)

One started off like a rebel saying … by the way she was one of the third sex …

She said “hum log yahaan rehte nahi hain, bus shukra, shani ko aate hain” … (We don’t stay here; we come only on Friday and Saturday)

It was just about her… She has her earnings through the trains running between Pune to lonavala...

Other one was a married woman left by her husband there long back…

They said it’s not matter of their choice that they were there but for their earnings they were there …

I had to leave sooner it was getting real late by now for me to walk till my flat…(but I was fine being late for once atleast for this eye opener and personal experience, till date only heard off),

One of them told me, they were not interested and cried initially but they feel secured here than in there earlier life….

They had great bonding with each other, they were each other’s strength and,

When I asked how government is fighting it out, they responded saying some NGO’s and women welfare people do visit them regularly to fight for their rights.

Was happy and content atleast something was happening to save these people from this dark side of life where they stay …

“THEY DO EARN BUT THEY BURN, they burn from within and they want their freedom”

I was stunned and all through my way back I was thinking, I always curse as to where I am, what in life I am doing, what the f is happening with my life ,,, but what about

These people who are a part of our society they have all rights... They have rights to breathe in this world where we live..

All around us we see people, some are happy, some are not, some have money, some don’t … some care, some dare … some smile, some crib…

Wherever we are ….whatever we do … we are always unhappy with life …

Hey folks,

We, in this society don’t want to raise our brows to all this, we are having our good earnings (I know, not all that good but still)

I say, I am not giving justification to my life, but I am somewhere in that comfort zone where not many people are right now in…

It’s always known that youth is the face of future/tomorrow,

When is that future/tomorrow going to arrive????

When are we actually going to step out of our comfort zone, and do something that is expected from US???

We say we are not doing what we wanted to do in life (the reason is sense of secured life we are in)

Yes friends even I am included in this list,

Barriers need to be broken,

One productive step for the socirty by you in your life may and will surely bring about a revolution If not to the world, but somewhere for Yo”U”.. for sure

“Kitna bhi paalo, kitna bhi karlo, saala kum pad hi jaata hain” (whatever you do, whatever you get, you always feel dissatisfied)

Life is really beautiful and wherever you are, there is a reason behind it ….

Just try finding that reason …

This read for you might be a WASTE OF Four & Half MINUTE of your life or may not make any difference…

But if et’al, it somewhere does make you feel what I wanted to convey I will feel content….

I am no pro in writing but no write up goes in vein ….

Am still finding my reason in this world, hope all of you find yours… God bless you … Take care..


Signing off again,


About Me: I am Nimesh S Sharma, a proud Indian, fighting hard for my reason of existence here in this beautiful World

Kucch proverbs, Kucch baatein !!!!

• Life Is Beautiful only if you want it to be
  
• To make others happy never forget u've a life too,
  
• You came on earth cryin but depends on how u make ur way out of earth
  
• Don think bout the moment think bout the time after tat moment
  
• Decisions r imp but outcome is all tat proves, whether u succeeded or not
  
• Give urself sometime in the day , u may do wonders in tat time
  
• Remember appearances really don matter , true heart does
  
• Care a damn bout others at times ok
  
• Believe in time than any other thing in life time talks don't let it go!!
  
• Last pointer, think bout sum1 who can make u 4get everything be it family friends enemy aliens….
  anyone n then implement 1st 9 points ...